We just had our meeting for Cheering today. It was so... unfair.

He talked about what happened during the competition. He said "Hindi ko sinasabing nangopya nga kayo... pero sana lang sinabi niyo na sa trainor niyo na ginagawa na namin yung stunt na yun... (yung nililift isa-isa simultaneously) dapat iniba niyo na lang... I admit, sumama nga yung loob namin. Pati yung nagle-lean back, ginaya nyo yun diba? Tsaka... san kayo nakahanap ng cheering na hinaluan ng "Follow the Leader" tsaka "Chocolate"? Naawa na nga ako sa inyo nung contest proper kasi nga diba, hindi dumating yung costume niyo? As in, lahat na ng attention binigay namin sa inyo, pinahiram na namin kayo ng drums, ng karaoke, tapos ganun yung mangyayari diba?" GAHD. Siya pa may ganang sumama ang loob? I wanted sooo bad to defend us. I wanted to say that we did NOT copy that stunt. Yung days na hindi kami nakikipag-agawan sa ground, we were actually practicing in Marikina Sports' Complex. We were actually practicing that stunt for 3 days in a row before they even did it. So therefore, that was an actual co-incidence that we had the same stunt. Next. We only copied the leaning back thing because THEY copied our hand movement thingamajig when moving to our next position. Sa totoo lang, THEY copied more stuff from us. Basta. We KNOW what we did. And we surely didn't copy that stunt. Wasn't HE the one who said this was just a "friendly competition"? So bakit hindi niya pa rin makalimutan na TALO SILA? And what the fuck does HE care about what song we put in our routine? The decision was FINAL. WE WON. Wala nang magagawa yang paghihimutok mo.

Basta andami pa niyang sinabi. We know he's still mad at us. And we still don't care about you. We really didn't wanna join this shit anyway. It's not like we WANTED to compete at Inter-Roosevelt. Sheesh. Get over that shit man. It's WAAAY OVER. HAY. This is gonna be so hectic. Practices are on: Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Friday, and Saturday. GGGGOOOODDNEESSS. How am I gonna attend church? GRR. And when can we get our ACTUAL rest? Pustahan, we're gonna end up practicing during the HOLIDAYS. Fuckshit. Nakakainis.

I can't upload pics on my multiply cause I alredy finished my limit for this month. GAH. I guess I can only upload my new album when December comes. Oh yeah. We hafta pay P310 for Family Day, and we don't have a Christmas Party no more. SHIIT dude.


gigil na gigil.

from the top.

♥ you XP.

mr ms. pogi. haha

ssshhh.

look.

tounge out.

omg

pacute lang.

eew. haha.

tounge out ulet.

wtf?

what?

cute.

I think I'm getting my tonsilitis now. My throat hurts like shit. I think this is from the cakes and ice cream I've been eating. Haha. Shit. It hurts furreal.

Paobear had dinner here today. LOL. We ate adobo. I didn't like that so he fried me some scrambled eggs. Haha. Tita was teasing me... pwede ko na daw siyang maging asawa! Yah. Okay. Yoko nga. I'm still young. Haha.

Aww he was so cute too. Cause we were drinking the Kool-Aid tropical fruit punch juice thing right... and you know how it stains your tounge and lips and teeth? Haha... he looked so cute cause after taking a sip, it stained his lips and he got a red moustache. Haha. So I said "got kool-aid?" HAHAHA. Then he pouted. AHAHHAHAHA. He looked so cute furreal. I should tell him to wear lipstick. Haha. Basta... sucha cutie =).

So eon, we watched Frog Prince, then his Mom called him and told him to come home na. Eon. I dropped him off at Marcos Hi-Way. On my way back, I saw my old classmate again! Yeah. The one I saw working in McD's. Tss... anyway.

I went window shopping for my new phone ulet. Gosh. I swear the prices went up. Maybe cause Christmas is coming. Gosh. How am I gonna tell mom na tumaas na yung price? How much more when December comes? Grr. P16 700 yung 7610 ngayon. Let's see how high it's gonna be by the time mom sends me the money to buy it. Tss... I'll probably end up buying another unit though =(. Dammit.

PHILIPPINES WON AGAINST INDONESIA FOR WOMEN'S VOLLEYBALL!!!

GO PHILIPPINES! Haha. Pimentel was their captain. Wickedness. Balse, Penetrante, Carolino, Macatangay, Salak, and the rest of the team did great. Specially Macatangay and Carolino. 2-0 na!!!

Happy birthday Kuya Paolo!!! Tanda mo na tsong! =) hehe.

I can't sleep.I was looking through my hi5 account (which i haven't checked for a LONG time) and I can't help but feel homesick. I mean... I miss my friends. I miss Woburn. I miss snow. I miss fall. I miss spring. I miss not wearing uniforms to school. I miss my locker. I miss the music hall. I miss Nicko. I miss Dork0. I miss JR. I miss gym with Dystiny and Kawsi. I miss the long talks on the phone with Niro. I miss STC. I miss MSN every single night. I miss just taking it easy and still getting 80's. I miss everything.

GAHD. I was thinking what grade 11 life would've been like. What being Juniors THERE like. What being pioneers in the WM would be like. Haha... "pioneers". I miss the dances, the banquets, the lunches, those big cookies! I miss talking to Ney ney in French. I miss walking with Shauna to English class. I miss having to go the LONG way just to see JR. I miss asking Dork0 to introduce me to JR. I miss talking with Krista during choir. I miss Mrs. Houghton getting mad at Dystiny and I for being so damn noisy. I miss Home Economics with Amanda, Stacy, Brit, Roxy, and Dy. I miss Shar, Michelle, Steph, Ney ney, Louis, Honson, and the lunch crew. I miss trying to get to first period without being late. I miss the teachers nagging me to wear my stupid lanyard. I miss gym during spring... the semi-wintery wind on my face when I run, playing football, soccer, volleyball, etc. I miss the announcements on the PA. I miss seeing the crowded halls of Woburn. I miss Ashy's apartment. I miss Niro's house. I miss hanging out with Talha, Gifty, Haroon, Kawsi, Jonathan, Neroshan, Sugtha, and other people. I miss the countless concerts and rehearsals for Woburn Music. I miss the trips to other schools just to compete. I miss our Red choir uniform. I miss the assemblies. I miss the certain days where we have activities in the caf. I miss Dr. Pepper, and Canada Dry. I miss all things Canada. Gosh.

Why can I not go back? Even for a bit. It's been nearly 2 years! I thought when I'm finally here in the Philippines, I would be happy. But then I find out that my family would be leaving me still. WHY would I be happy? If I had only known. I would've just stayed there. I could bear Tita Sion's constant nagging. I could bear everything. I can't believe I made the wrong choice. My life would've been better off there in Canada. I could easily visit my family if I was in Canada. GAHD. SOMEONE MAKE ME GO BACK. PLEASE.

ARGH. Exams tomorrow! shitness dudess.

I was extra late for Filipino today. Haha. It's sooo cozy and cool these days... I wanted to stay in bed longer. Haha. We were supposed to have a long test in TLE today but as usual, Mrs. Salvador forgets and thought we were just supposed to have a quiz today. Haha. So when we said we already did that quiz, she says we'll have the long test, so I said "but you said you were gonna give the long test to us after the exams!!!" hahaha. safe. ang lakas ko talaga kay bangkay... HAHAHAHA.

OOOHH. We had a fire drill today. But it wasn't a drill. Something got burnt in the Guidance office. Haha... I would've been so glad if the fire continued man. I kinda wished my stupid school would actually burn down in front of our very eyes. Hahhahaha. Baaad. Anyway, as Bevz and I was walking to the ground, I didn't notice the hanging pots near the step, so I fully bumped my head on one and the water poured on my shoulder. FUCK. My right shoulder was sooo wet. Same with my skirt cause the water dripped there. Shitness. Sucha bad day. Wa-poise dudes. And I was beside Bryan. Tss. haha. Cute boy.

Tss. English. Today's activity was a complete opposite of yesterday's. Yesterday's activity was writing about your crush, or your first love, or puppy love, or whatever. And today... was a long test. GRR. I was falling asleep while writing. haha. Shit. I only got to write 18 questions. Hahhaha. And it's out of 55. Shit. I was so sleepy!

Hmm... Nathan asked me to come with them watch SEA GAMES at Sport's Centre. I wanted to come cause it was Philippines who was playing today and someone was coming... but then I found out THEY were coming so I didn't bother. Ayokong makitang nilalandi niya si james. Tss, MALANDI SILANG DALAWA. BUWISET. Torpe kasi eh. I've caught him looking at me 6 times today. haha. Yeah, I counted.

Yun lang. Exams tomorrow. I wonder where we're going. HAY. I'm too lazy to study. Tss, and I said I was gonna make bawi this term. Shitness.

This song's FUNNY, but nice.
AKIN KA NA LANG
‘Wag kang maniwala d’yan.
‘Di ka n’ya mahal talaga
Sayang lang ang buhay mo
kung mapupunta ka lang sa kanya
Iiwanan ka lang n’yan, mag-ingat ka
Dagdag ka lamang sa milyun-milyong babae n’ya

Chorus
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Iingatan ko ang puso mo
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Wala nang hihigit pa sa ‘yo

‘Di naman ako bolerokatulad ng ibang tao
Ang totoo’y pag nandyan ka
medyo nabubulol pa nga ako
Malangis lang ang dila n’yan, ‘wag kang madala
Dahan-dahan ka lang,
baka pati ika’y mabiktima(’Wag naman sana)

Repeat Chorus

Refrain
Di naman sa sinisiraan ko ang pangit na ‘yan
Wag ka dapat sa’kin magduda,
hinding-hindi kita pababayaan!

Repeat Chorus

Akin ka na lang
Liligaya ka sa pag-ibig ko
Akin ka na lang
At wala nang hihigit pa sa ‘yo
Wala nang hihigit pa sa ‘yo (akin ka na lang)
Ü

I got a trim today. Haha. It looks okay I guess, but it's shorter than the actual length I wanted. Whatever. lol. My stylist told me that I should get my hair rebonded. So I'm like... dude, I don't have money. He said he'll give me a discount. Yeah sure. I don't want any chemicals touching my hair, thanks. And it's already straight... so why would I want it to be straighter? Gosh. I know it's kinda dry at the bottom and ish... but... that's not my fault now is it? Haha. Anyway, I like the texture of my hair after it's blow dried. It feels lighter and crap. Haha... so why is it that when I blow-dry it, it doesn't go that way? Tss... damn hair.

Anyway, practice was okay. Songs were allright. Nic wasn't there. Wonder why. Pao wanted me to come with him watch Flightplan. Ew. Haha. Chino has the courage to actually talk to me now eh. Ha. LOL.

Tss... sayang. Tita Beth told me she was looking for me yesterday cause she wanted me to come with her watch Prime's premiere in megamall. Sayang cause I could've eaten somewhere nice for dinner yesterday. haha. No, I'm not saying sayang cause of the movie, I don't really like Uma Thurman. And the previews look boring. So yeah, it's just sayang for the nice dinner, and megamall. Haha. Oh well. We're probably going there on Saturday after the exams. Then Shang, then Galleria. Haha. Mall hopping all the way man. NO SCHOOL ON THE 28TH, 1ST, & 2ND. WICKEDNESS.

Sugpo is sucha fricken flirt. Die bitch.

Today was the worst day ever.

Declamation sucked to the fricken core. Didn't I already tell them before that I wouldn't be able to do it? That I'm not good at those kind of stuff. I'm not good at memorizing things since I have a short-term memory. I don't care about the crowd or anything, it's just the fact that I'm so scared that I'll make a fool of myself that I end up doing so. I didn't even have the time to memorize the damn piece. I just memorized it overnight. So like... I knew I was gonna suck at this. The moment they called the contestants, I started shaking all over. I was so damn nervous. When I climbed up the stage and held the mic in my hand, it was shaking so bad. So I got through the first stanza. Then the start of the second. Then I broke down. I completely forgot everything. I started making up things. I started repeating the lines that I remembered. I looked at Mrs. Austria, and she was telling me to go on. I looked at Mrs. Jabal at the side of the stage. She was holding my piece and telling me what I needed to say. But I just couldn't do it anymore. I wanted to vanish right there and then. I looked at Mrs. Jabal, like I was begging for help, and she told me to come down. I sat beside her and I just wanted to cry. She said she was still proud of me cause I had the courage to stand there and cause I tried. I was so embarassed to face everyone. When I passed by my fellow contestants, the first years and some staff were telling me "Ok lang yan." I tried to convince myself to think that it WAS okay. But I can't. I already made a fool of myself.

As I was walking through the hall, Gochingco said "Galing naman ni number 6!" fucking asshole. Nang-aasar ba? So when I faced Kuya Joshua, I started to cry. He was putting the face paint on me then, and at that moment I really appreciated him. He said I could've just made up some story about my topic. I shouldn'tve made it obvious that I couldn't remember my piece. He said it was okay, he said this is not the last time I'll get a chance to prove myself. Furreal, I love him. Haha. He's great. I said I didn't want to go out, that I didn't wanna face my classmates in fear that they'll be dissappointed. Tss, I should've known better. They weren't even listening. LOL. When I went to our line, they asked me why I was crying. So I was like "na-mental block ako." they said that it wasn't noticeable at all. Yeah right. At least he was trying to make me feel better =).

Anyway, choric was okay. We did fine.

We were celebrating after that. We celebrated because of our effort. At least we lost with finesse. We were our usual selves. We were like that day that we won from cheering. Total CHAOS. Haha. We congratulated everyone except them. When Kuya Archie and Molave passed by our room, we shouted "CONGRATULATIONS, KUYA ARCHIE!" and he smiled this WIDE smile at us and thanked us. At least he was a good sport. Unlike some other PEOPLE, who are so damn BOASTFUL.

Anyway, other than that, our room got robbed. Holy fuck man, people these days. Oh yeah we know who did this. We lost money. ALL our bags were opened, and our things were scattered. FUCK MAN. I don't care about my money, it's the silver necklace that Alex gave me that I'm so mad about. SHIT. That's his only remembrance for me and it just gets stolen? ARGH.

I'll miss Kuya Joshua.

p.s. report cards tomorrow. *bites fingernails* tss... I hope my grades are okay. And I won for Spelling and Essay Writing (both 3rd place). Pssh... kahiya-hiya...

full locked entry over at my LJ

We had choric practice today. Ampo, I was already in the jeep on the way to Anson when Kath texted me that we're gonna practice in Riverpark. So I was like WTF? Tss... total waste of jeepney fare! Eon, I hadta ride a jeep to Bayan. So yeah, I got lost in the mall. Nyahaha.
Buwiset, I was trying to look for the exit that they were talking about. I got so frustrated that I finally called one of them to ask where they were. And yeah, I found them after walking around the mall a gazillion times. So we walked to where we were "practicing", but found they were
doing nothing so we went back to the mall to eat. Nyahaha. We Zagu-d. Just sat there for a bit. It was so freakin hot too. Nyahaha... good thing Michelle wasn't there man. But then Jesereth was constantly flirting with Jorge, Justin, and Jeremy. ARGH. Fuckin ass.

We started actually practicing at about 2? The air is so funky-fresh. By funky I mean FUNKY SMELLING. Nyahaha. Damn it smelled like shit. And we didn't know that we were sitting on semi-hard mud so our butts were so dirty by the time we went home. As usual, we didn't get to practice anything.

Bevs, Kath, Tosh, Rose-ma and I went to my house to eat dinner. Haha... tss. It was so traffic man. Furreal. I think we sat in the jeep for about an hour or something. Pero it was so fun. Haha. Sam Concepcion. Such a cutie. So we got to our house. Ate, then checked out pics in my
comp. DUDE. Haha... Bevs and Rose-ma saw the pics that I was trying to hide from them. Haha. Yeah... the one's with Paolo and I that Jess took. Tss. Talk about candid.

Anyway, we went to Sta. Lucia after to look for the top I'm gonna wear for declamation. I still don't have a piece. Maybe I should use our piece for choric. Cause I know we're gonna change it anyway. Nyahaha... but I think it's too long. Whatever. SO YES. haha. We walked around.
Didn't find anything. Serious laughtrip furreal. So we went to Worlds of Fun. Nyahaha... Kathrine was so scared cause we were at the top floor. She's really scared of heights. Haha. We rode the Horror Tunnel. Tss. Kiddie rides. Nyahaha... but Aiko was so scared! Cause it was dark. Haha... Bevs was so funny. She pulled the guy's hair when he pulled her leg. HAHA. And the white lady touched my hair! Tss... furreal.

Twist and Shout was funny. LOL. Tss, it pays to be nice and friendly to the operator dudes. Especially if they were asking for your number. Nyahaha. We said we'd give them our number if they make it 4 turns instead of 3. So they did. Haha. We didn't give it to them anyway. HAHA.
Tho the two of them were pretty cute. HAHAHHAA. Tss... child abuse sila.

Basta... saya talaga. We went to Robinson's after. Ala lang... walked around a bit. But they had to go home so... we did. Hehe. Yun lang.

Tsk. So much has happened in the past two(?) days. I don't want to write all about it. Just snippets I guess.

- It's so hard to "break-up" when you're not in an official relationship.
- Specially when people constantly ask you why you guys "broke-up".
- And then you realize after that you want that person back.
- And that person wants you back too.
- Then you realize that you guys don't have to fix-up cause there's nothing there in the first place.
- So the person tells you that you guys can make it "official".
- So you think about it.
- But then you see something that makes you completely jealous.
- So you decide to make that person suffer for a day or two. Or maybe a week. NYAHAHAHA.

-__-". boourns.

- It's fun scaring each other in the washroom. LOL.
- Mayon is taking all the things that are OURS, and naming it THEIRS.

TSK. Damn this.

To the person who was thinking of me too much last night, give me a break. I need some sleep too you know. NYAHAHA. Just kidding. I couldn't sleep last night. I don't know why. Maybe because of this thing someone told me. Nyahaha. Too confidential.

It's too boring. I wanna go back to school. But I don't. LOL. I've been saying that alot lately. I'm going crazy here. AAH. PSPd Pictures. =).

*click*


it's kinda gay. nyahaha. but w/e.


ooh.


this one's gay too. nyahaha. but we're cute dontcha think? LOL.


nyahaha... cute, no? don't get offended seniors. nyahaha!

That's all. I'm gonna watch Frog Prince now. Nyahaha. That dude playing Tango is so cute.

Nyahaha... reminiscing is fun.

I was reading my actual journal. Like... the written one. Nyahaha. It's so gay. I can't believe I actually wrote the text messages James sent me. But yeah... they were sweet anyway ;). And then there were things written about Crush. NYAHAHA. This was actually before Pao. This one made me laugh.

OMG. Today was our Fam. Day in church. LOL. So cute *kilig*. Pao and I were about to ride the van, but the first one was already full so we went to the second one, and guess who I saw when Pao opened the door? YUP. CRUSH. Nyahaha. So Pao looked at me and winked then said I should go in first. So yeah. I went in and Crush moved over for me. Then Pao sat beside me. So I'm like... between my hotties ;). Nyahaha... pimpette? I think not. XPPP. So yes. I kinda wished the ride would've lasted longer. But it didn't. =(. Oh well.

After swimming, the youth had a "fellowship" in Sta. Lucia. Nyahaha... stupid. I was helping with carrying the food and stuff, so I was kinda... the last one to go to the table. There wasn't any seat left but the one beside CRUSH. Shit. He was sitting beside Pao so he stood up to let me sit beside him. When he sat, his sister was smirking at him. NYAHAHA. DOOD. Eon... after that we went bowling and went home. Tss. We're meant to be man. NYAHAHAHA.

EEWW. I'm so gay. LOL. I can't believe that crap. It's so humiliating. LOL. Oh well. I was gay then. Until now actually. Nyahaha.

This is so BORING. I wanna go back to school but I don't. Gets? Shiiit.