0218 // lecheng pag-ibig to.

MIGHT AS WELL KILL ME NOW. WHY oh fucking WHY? Now I feel like shit for saying those things in the past. I FEEL LIKE REAL SHIT FOR RETALIATING LIKE THAT WHEN I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE FRICKEN MAJOR DETAILS. WHY?

SHIT. Nagmukha lang akong TANGA. I was expecting SO FUCKING MUCH. I got mad at people because of it, yet I was FRICKEN WRONG the whole FRICKEN TIME. I WANTED TO LET IT ALL OUT, but somehow, the tears won't escape from my eyes. It's like, they want me to be strong. I admit, it REALLY REALLY hurt. like. HELL. But what can I do? NOTHING. I should just let everything fall into place. I should just let God do what's best. I guess after praying long and hard about us, he answered my prayer. And the answer was NO.

O JUICE KO ANO BA NAMAN ITO
DIBA, TANGINA, NAGMUKHA AKONG TANGA
PINAASA NIYA LANG AKO
LECHENG PAG-IBIG TO.