0201 // somehow, i knew.

Today was hella irritating. I don't even know why. Certain people really pissed the hell out of me. Add the fact that it was so fricken hot. Plus, I'm sooo exhausted from practices of Sabayang Pagbigkas and from the actual competition. Shiz. Can't they give us a day off or something?

Teachers have been telling us that they loved our presentation more than Makiling's. Haha. Too bad they weren't the judges. If they were, damn. We could've bagged 1st place. UGH. They brag too much too. fucking mature. So they think they're above us now? Gahd. We weren't like that when we won over the seniors last year in cheering. Actually, come to think of it, we have the best manners. Haha. Last year, when we won, we even comforted them and ish, but they were hella bitter. It feels like they wanted to strangle us or something. LOL. This year, we weren't bitter at all. We know it's a tough competition between us. We knew better than to expect. I just hate the fact that they have to BRAG that they WON. Add the fact that their ultimate goal is to beat us in CHEERING. DUH? Dream on. GAHD. Get over yourselves.


this is cute XP.

The sky yesterday.

The sky today.


As I turned the corner to our street, I saw that ^. Things like these makes me smile and appreciate nature more. The pictures aren't clear cause I just used my phone, but if you saw it... man. Yesterday, there was a shade of purple pa before the yellow-orange thing. HAYYY. Basta. The sky was so beautiful. I wish it's always like that. *sigh*

***

Was tagged by Anna.

Rules:
1. Emphasize all lines that apply to you.
2. Tag five more people after you finish, complete with links to their sites.
3. Let the person you've tagged KNOW that they've been tagged, for Pete's sake.

I wish I was a different ethnicity.
I have an eating disorder.
I'm short.
I'm tall.
I think I'm really attractive.
I prefer winter over summer.
I'm a geek.
I'm a shopaholic.
I'm reasonably intelligent. (keyword is reasonably. LOL)
I'm attracted to girls.
I'm attracted to boys.
I like British accents.
I smoke regularly.
I drink regularly.
I smoke socially.
I drink socially.
I get drunk easily.
I do drugs.
I will never date a bad kisser.
I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
I'm religious.
I'm not religious but have morals.
I lie frequently.
I'm impulsive.
I'm hardworking.
I liked "Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind".
"She's All That" is one of my favourite movies.
I'm good at History.
I speak more than two languages.
I enjoy taking pictures.
I like spending money on myself.
I like spending money on others.
I have a regular income.
I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
I pay my own bills.
I rely on my parents for money.
I can cook.
I enjoy cleaning.
Tidyness is a must in my life.
I like clutter.
My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
I have heard of Blonde Redhead.
I enjoy Blonde Redhead.
I'm fashion-conscious.
I have good taste.
People tell me I have good taste.
I excel academically.
I'm told I have yet to fulfill my potential. (MANY times before)
I'm good at sports.
I'm good at certain sports.
I couldn't do sports to save my life.
I'm creative.
I'm artistically inclined.
I wanna be an artist when I grow up.
I wanna be an engineer when I grow up.
I eat when I'm upset.
I cannot adapt to change.
I'm interested in politics.
I have shoplifted.
I download MP3s.
I've done underage drinking. (does TASTING count?)
I've gone underage clubbing.
I can dance reasonably well. (hahaha)
I can dance extremely well.
I dance like a cardboard gorilla.
I can sing.
I sing like someone stepped on my foot.
I can swim.
I enjoy surveys.
I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
I keep a journal.
My teachers don't like me.
I enjoy controversy.
I can be a bitch/bastard.
I have a thing for bad boys/girls.
I have tattoos.
I've been in a nudist colony.
I'm not sure if I want to have children.
I'm not sure if I'll get married.
I know who I will marry.
I'm interesting. (or so i think XP)
I'm a good liar.
People enjoy talking to me.
I annoy people from time to time.
I'm a born leader.
I'm a born leader but shouldn't lead.
I enjoy felching.
I have a foot fetish.
I have a shoe fetish.
I watch "Sex and the City".
I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty.
I wanna be J.Lo.
I cut myself.
I've cut myself.
I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
I hate popular people.
I think cheerleading is a sport.
I'm photogenic.
I live in Chucks.
I think graffiti is art.
I have dated a criminal.
I have been cheated on.
I have cheated on someone.
I have a temper.
I like playgrounds.
I dance in the rain.
I'm obsessed with Shakespeare.
I have tanlines.
My favourite color is pink.
My favourite color is black.
I would classify myself as emo.
I'm musically inclined.
I like listening to music.
I like music-blasting cars.
Thongs are comfortable.
I like flip-flops.
I know what monogamy is...
...and I believe in it.
I wanna be a social worker when I grow up.
I have sibling/s.
My sibling/s annoy me.
I think "South Park" is funny.
I believe in LOVE.

I TAG: whoever wants to do it.

0200 // i've waited all my life.

Damn.

Our Sabayang Bigkas was... overwhelming. Yeah, it's not really amazing or great or whatever, but the feeling is just so overwhelming. I mean, Makiling & Mayon had this one big "issue" before, right? And seeing everyone work together as RIZAL, it's just great. And to think we did all of this in what, 4 days? WOW. Haha.

I admit, our presentation wasn't as long and action-packed as the third year's, but whatevs. We bagged second place. Haha. Don't we always? Jeez. Last year, Makiling bagged 2nd place as well. LOL. HUH! I can't wait till Intrams and Cheering. OH MAN. I can't wait to prove our real skills. LOOL XPP

Oh, and what Mrs. Jabal told us was so touching. I swear. She's like, "If I had to choose who would win, I'd choose you guys. I think your piece was better. Theirs is TOO long." AWWW. Haha. I LOVE YOU! LOL.

What else? Man, I'm gonna miss Kuya Jeff. Haha. Kuya Jeff, see you sa Cheering! =D

Pictures from MAPEH play/sabayan prac/Kath's birthday (082306).
romeo&juliet.
wtf, right? haha.
cuteness.
i love this one!
photoshoot starts now.
shocked.
"borlog". haha.
pa-cute/peace.
angas.
last, guys!

Pictures from Sabayang Pagbigkas (082806).
RIZAL.
tough competition.
whoa! sisa or sadako?
arnold&dexter. (spot arnold)
i miss you na jugueta!
rizal with kuya jeff.
our performance! hahaha.

More pictures and videos in my multiply soon!

0199 // growling tigers.

Today wasn't entirely pointless naman. Haha. I thought I was gonna regret skipping school to go to UST. But I didn't :).

I woke up at like, 7. Jaw called and asked me if she should wait for me at the jeepney stop. So there. I told her I'm not going to school. I went online for a bit cause I was trying to catch my sister online, but I didn't. Boo.

So, got ready. Then left. Haha. I actually didn't know how to get there so I had to ask everyone through SMS. LOL. Ate Hazel, Kuya Mark, Kuya Cheeno and this other dude. LOL. It's funny how they all gave different directions. But I followed my own... kinda? Haha. I just walked from Recto station, passed by FEU, and then I got there. Haha. But it was lunch break already so I decided to eat lunch as well. RARR. Cheezy fries + hot fudge sundae = ♥ =)

So yeah, waited for a bit and then I went na. When I got there, the line was so fricken long. Crap. But yeah, 15 minutes lang naman ako naghintay. Haha. I didn't get to ask the checker if my form was already fine as it is. If I should get a clearance and crap. Shiiiiz. Goodluck. If I'm meant to study there, they'll accept me. Haha. Hopefully. GAAAHHH. Please Lord let me study there!

Ayun. So it's final. Comm Arts na talaga. Hay. Hope I made the right choice. Considering alot of people were telling me na I'm just gonna waste my time on that cause it won't give me a good job. RARR. Whatevs tho. It's my choice ever since naman. I could always shift to Business Ad after, right?

Anyway, my exam's on Sept 24, 8am-12pm, Benavides Bldg, Rm. 209. PRAY FOR ME.


yeahboi. don't mind the pic tho. haha.

future school nga ba?. that thing's freaky.

0198 // to my lil sister.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JHEMILY!

Lil sis. Rawr. I MISS YOU. I miss all of you. I hope you're doing fine and I wish you all the best there. Don't forget to pray and just leave it all to Him. Everything that's happening right now is for a reason, so just be strong. I'm still here. Even if both of us are on the opposite sides of the globe. Don't ever change. I love you!

I didn't do anything but sit on front of the computer the whole day. I hate days like these. Sana naman kasi, whenever they declare a non-working holiday, they make sure it doesn't rain. Hahaha XDD.

Anyway, I got my phone back yesterday :) wheeee. Don't ask what happened. Basta I got it back na and I'm so thankful =D.

So yeah. I'm not going to school tomorrow. I'm going to UST to fix my application and ish. My grades from Canada's the only thing that's making everything so complicated! ARGH. Walang kwenta Roosevelt. They won't even do anything about it. Hmmn. Ayun. RARR.

For some reason, I have a little bit of excitement in me. I don't even know why.

Why don't you just leave me alone? DIE. I'm trying to get over you. I'm moving on. So why are you still dominating my now-peaceful life when I'm only a step closer to breaking free from the hurt you've caused?

0197 // it took one look.

The past few days has been exhausting for me. I don't even know why. Err... we had our exams, and had our first Sabayang Pagbigkas practice. I don't think we're gonna be able to finish everything on time. What with everyone taking it easy and Kuya Jeff being busy. So yeah. Goodluck to us.

Wednesday was our monthsary. 1yr&1mth. =D Guys, let's keep this friendship long and strong :).

Pictures from Wednesday.

we're too cool.
yeah. furreal.
such camwhores.
fiesta! jed. joanne. kribs. mar.
my boyfriend. LOL *drool*

Pictures from Thursday.

ralph and them fully closed the 2nd floor for us XD.
them singing f4 songs. haha.
in u.p. playground. ♥ the wind :)
they feel like little children again.
haha. missing children.

So yeah. TODAY. Aiko, Kath and I met up to go to Acreng's birthday party. We were all wearing pick cause it said so on the invitation. RAWR. When we got there, not alot of people were wearing pink. Kaazar. Haha. But oh well, it was fun nonetheless. Us three got to taste SanMig Light and this mixture of Vodka, Extra Joss and I think that Was Emperador? Jeeeeezzz. I hate the taste of it. Haha. Kath, Aiko and I drank in one shot glass and we didn't even finish half of it. EW. EUCH. Haha. That little bit got to our brains tho. Haha. Grabeh. They should've seen us while walking home. Jeez. You would think we were really drunk.

So yeah. We went to Robinson's after cause we were supposed to buy flip flops. Eh Cueshe was there. LOL. Aiko, Kath and I took down posters from the wall and asked them to sign it. HAHAHA. Jay asked us for a beso. Eurgh. Haha. Kath gave him one. EW. Hahahaha. We asked them to write a message with our names tho. Hangkyut. Most of them wrote "rock on" or "keep rockin". Mike wrote "Mar, stay cute and pretty. God bless you!" and Jay wrote "Mar, keep rockin. We love you! MWAH..." and Reuben wrote "Mar, salamat sa lahat. Stay cool!" ayun. Haha.

We watched Sukob after. What a blah movie. It wasn't scary. THE FACE OF THE CHILD THO *shudders*. Sheesh. The person on front of our row got mad at us cause Justin was so noisy. He was too scared. Hahahaha. What a coward. He was shaking and ish. LOL. So funny.

Technically, it's Jed birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

0196 // insecurity kills.

I was only 15 minutes late this morning. Sucha miracle. Haha. For some reason I think time was co-operating with me. HAHA :D

We had so much free periods today. Physics, Math, and Calculus. I think there was a meeting during Physics time and Mrs. Jadaone was absent, and she didn't leave anything to do, so yeah.

During Physics, we were just camwhoring. Actually, Jorge was camwhoring. We only took a couple of shots. Haha. When there was only like, 10 minutes left, Mrs. Martin came and told us to finish our long tests. I didn't bother. I don't know the answers anyway. Haha.


mar. tosh. kath. bevs.

So yeah. We didn't do anything during Math. I was doing my English homework. Haha. Aiko and I talked about stuff. Again. Of course. Haha. We talked about what we want our guys to be. Yeahright. As if we'll really find someone like that. Haha. I told her about the time we fought and he was making so much effort to make me talk to him again. HAAAAAA. I should stop. I hate reminiscing about us him and I.

Social, we didn't take the activity seriously. I'm so tired of making organizers =\. Haha. :)

English, we just finished our Theme Writings and SRAs. I think Mrs. Jabal is cooling off a bit now :) She smiled! Haha.

Filipino, I couldn't understand what we did. It's all about Maria Clara's death and ish. RAWR. I hate El Fili. -__-"

Research. RAWR. The long test was so hard. I swear. I only got to answer like... 20 items out of 35? And I'm not even sure of those answers. Plus, most of them were from Maricar, Maricris, or Kathryn. HAHAHA. Lakas ng signal eh. Bayanihan amfff! Tho I loved how the long test kinda brought back Mrs. Jabal to us. Haha. She was kinda laughing now and she didn't raise her eyebrows once. She even opened the book and showed the page where the answers were but she was shaking it so we couldn't see. The last time she did that, was our first long test in Research. She wasn't mad then. HAHA :) I hope she comes back furreal now =)

Calculus, we played truth or dare. LOL. Kinda boring tho. But yeah. We didn't finish the truths. Haha. Basta. I didn't even act like I'm vice president. LOL. I didn't give a crap about them. I just let them do what they want as long as they don't go outside the classroom. Hay Glenn, why didn't you go to school kasi! I hate being in charge of this class. ARR.


fornal doing the ocho-ocho on top of the teacher's table.

kathrine as Darna english version. LMFAO.

yeah. captain barbell. hahaha.

wag jan, may kiliti ako jan! hahaha.

Haha. I bumped into Mrs. Salvador on my way to the washroom. She pinched my arm and said "Ikaw hindi ka na nakakapasok!" cause I was always late nga. Ahihi. She loves me. I'm not even planning on passing the poster tomorrow. Rawr. HOHWELL. I can bare with an 80 in the first grading in her subject. But the question is... makaka 80 nga ba? HAHA XDD


funny faces?

no hear. no talk. no smell. no see. and one epal at the center. hahaha.

we're gonna get you.

I got a haircut. I guess it's fine, but a little shorter than before =\\ I didn't like it at first tho, but hohwell.


before. ok you can't really see but you get the point.

sad cause i didn't like it at first.

it grew on me. haha.

Insecurity kills, so if I were you, I'd stop bitching before I kill myself. If you got a problem, say it straight up. Don't hide behind your shadow of "toughness". I see right through.

Ah. Screw the Buwan ng Wika thing. I remembered I hate Filipino, and this won't bring my grades up in that stupid subject anyway. So there. A week of trying to write in Tagalog and I haven't improved  -__-"

Anyway. I can't even describe how today went. It was sucha labo and sabaw day at the same time. Ang gulo.  I can't even express how thankful I am I'm still alive. I swear.

So let me explain what I was saying. This morning, as I was getting off the jeepney I was riding, another jeepney which was running so fast slammed on the side of the jeepney I was in. I was on the stair that time. I was just thankful I didn't get a single scratch. Okay, I got a small scratch on my elbow, and my back kinda hurt, but that's all. Nothing bad happened to me. I practically flew back in the jeepney along with everyone else. I was such in a state of shock that I jumped off the jeepney and walked to school without looking back. As I was walking nakasalubong ko yung new guard. He was on his way home I think, and he asked me if I was okay. He saw the whole thing. He said good thing I didn't get hit. MY GOSH.

Lumabas lang lahat when I got inside the school na. Jawaher said "May nagbanggaan daw dun ah! Nakita mo ba?" then I said "Yung jeep na sinasakyan ko kaya yun!" then Karissa asked me what happened and said "Mommy nanginginig ka!" GAHHHD. Jaw accompanied me to the Clinic and I just sat there, still shaking and trying to explain what happened to the Doctor. The sound of the crash and glass breaking were still in my head. Then tears started flowing. I don't know. I kept on thinking what happened was a wake-up call. I admit I haven't been praying and I'm getting weak. Sometimes I even feel like I don't wanna go to church anymore. He's just trying to bring me back on track.

After I've calmed down a bit, I walked back to class. I left my stuff in the classroom and proceeded to the Computer Lab. I was still a bit shaky but I just can't help but think about it. I went to the washroom and said a quick prayer. I was so thankful nothing bad happened. So yeah. During TLE I was still a bit shocked so I couldn't concentrate. I was just quiet and sometimes I find myself na nakatulala. And sometimes, I find na umiiyak na pala ako. Ugh.

Anyway, enough about that. It's done. Our Physics long test kills. The multiple choice was easy enough. Tho it got kinda confusing after. Haha. The problem solving is so sabaw it's not funny. My brain got drained >.< rawr. The graph analization thing sucks too. SCREW PHYSICS, man!

Math long test. I got 26/30. Hahaha. So funny. Aiko and I were just waiting for the answers from people. We were listening around but they didn't know. LOL. Nah, kidding. Of course we analyze it as well. Pero yeah, their answers helped anyway. LOL XPP

Faustina did a PowerPoint presentation in Econ. I didn't understand. Seriously. Partly because I wasn't listening and partly cause I was fooling around and getting Justin pissed. Haha. Oh, and I was "trying" to review for English. Hohwell. I bet you we're gonna have a quiz tomorrow and of course, I'll fail. What's new. I don't like Econ anyway. It doesn't interest me at all.

English long test was pretty easy. But it's just sooo confusing. I passed tho. Haha. But it's not good enough =\\. Sucks. I was arguing with myself on what to follow. The rule or what sounds good. Eh most of the time I follow what sounds good so yeah, careless mistakes. Hohwell. At least I passed naman.

Filipino long test was pretty easy. Haha. We got the resources eh *wink wink* XPP. We just couldn't remember the title of that French play and what Mr. Leeds said when he opened the box. Stupidness. Hohwell. I think I passed anyway. Or actually... I hope I pass. Haha.

Research. Jeez. Activity again. What can we do to bring back the old Mrs. Jabal?! JEEZ... I miss her corny jokes and funny way of teaching. Sheeesh. I hate it when she's like that. The pages of our notebook and the ink in our pen easily runs out. Haha. Frig.

WUUUT ELSE? Oh yeah. We went to Aiko's again. Haha. Althea loves me. LOL. She's the daughter, I'm the mommy and Pao's the daddy. Right? HAHAHAHA. Stupid. We watched that movie on ABS. Super Inday? Haha. Aiza was so cute back then. Harhar. Her voice was sooo TINY! Anyway, we watched Final Destionation 3 after. Gahd. What a gruesome movie. *shudders*

GEE! LOL XDD

I'll set aside the Buwan ng Wika thing cause I need to express myself.

I should stop reminiscing about things that I can never bring back. About things that are just in the past and will stay in the past. I should stop browsing through old pictures and reading old entries in my diary. I should stop listening to stupid love songs that will make me feel much worse than I already do. I should stop pitying myself. He's gone. He's not coming back. He won't come back. So why the hell do I expect him to accidentally dial my number and fix things up with me?

Maybe it wasn't really meant to be. Maybe it really was just... nothing. Spur of the moment thing. A fling. Pseudo relationship or not even close. GAHD I don't know. Things are so confusing.

Everything reminds me of him. Why can't my brain just crash or shut down or something so I can reformat it. Erase everythin so I can start all over again. So I can start living my life without thinking if he was fine or if he already slept or something. SHIIIZZ. Why am I wasting so much time thinking about him when he probably isn't thinking about me anymore? What if he already erased me from his memory? What if he aleady got over his feelings for me? It's just too late.

Pwede bang sabihin mo "maghihintay ako sayo"...

Napaka walang kwenta ng araw na ito. Puno ng kamalasan at kabalbalan. Sisimulan ko na.

Pinilit kong bumangon oras na nagising ako dahil natatakot akong hindi makapag maiksing pagsusulit sa Physika. Dahil ang sabi ng Gng. Martin, ibibigay niya ito eksaktong alas siyete ng umaga. So siyempre, naniwala naman ako. Ok lang. Gusto ko na kasing mag-bagong buhay. Ayoko ng masabihan ng "maaga ka para bukas/para sa recess". HAHA.

Habang ako ay bumabiyahe at nasa loob ng jeepney, todo-basa naman. Pinagtitinginan na nga ako ng mga tao dahil nakabuklat ang libro sa aking kandungan habang minememorya ko ang mga maaaring lumabas sa pagsusulit. Nag-init pa ulo ko dahil sa isang bagay. Basta. Hindi ko na sasabihin. Napagbuntungan ko tuloy ng galit si bro. BRO, sorry ah. Nasigawan ko kasi siya. Haha. Sabi ko "Lumayas ka nga jan!" dahil nakaupo siya sa aking upuan. Sabi niya "Ayoko!" at sabi ko naman "Umalis ka na bago pa kita makotongan mainit ulo ko ah." HAHA :) Sana naintindihan mo bro.

Hayun. Bumili muna ako ng buttercream sa kantina dahil hindi ako nag-agahan. Kinakain ko ito habang nag-aaral. Parang hindi ko pa nga matandaan masyado mga binabasa ko sa sobrang pagkairita ko. Natatawa nga ako dahil nung dumatin na si Gng. Martin, lahat ay nataranta. Pagkatapos, tumayo na para kantahin ang pambansang awit. Nakalimutan ko na kasunod pala ang Loyalty Song ng aming paaralan, kaya't pagkatapos ng Lupang Hinirang, itinaas ko kaagad ang kanang kamay ko, handa ng manumpa. HAHA. Nagulat na lang ako ng marinig ko ang Roosevelt college, our beloved school... LECHE.

Madali lang ang pagsusulit. Naka perpekto ako =D galing. Pagkatapos ay gumawa kami ng seatwork tungkol sa mga graph. Leche. Tinawag ang ilang kalalakihan sa harap para mag-eksplika dahil maingay sila. Buti nga. Dapat, ang gagawin ni Gng, bubunot siya sa mga papel namin. Haha. Masaya naman eh. Hindi niya makuhang magalit sa amin ng lubusan.

Matematika, kami ay sumeatwork. Katabi ko si Fernan. Nag-uusap kami tungkol sa pelikulang I AM SAM. Naalala ko tuloy. Nakakalungkot talaga ang pelikulang ito. Sobrang iyak ko habang pinapanood ko ito eh. :( Ginagaya pa niya yung pananalita ni Sam. Haha. Nakakatawa siya mag-ingles. Nag-iiba ang boses niya eh. haha. Nagiging animated.

Eto na. Dito na gumuho ang mundo namin. Haha. Pagpasok ni Gng. Jabal, nakasimangot siya. Eh double period pa naman. Sinong mag-aakala na magpapaseatwork siya ng Research? Eh wala naman kaming Research tuwing Biyernes! Hindi ko dala ang notebook ko dahil hindi ako nagpasa kahapon. Putek. Gumawa tuloy ako. Salamat na lang at mayroong notebook si Guinina Eroles. Sponsor. haha. At ang iba ko pang sponsors: Sofia Von Possel for the colored pencil, Kathrine Nabuya for my plastic cover, and Guinina Eroles once again for my bond paper. Mahal ko kayo. HAHAHA. Bwiset >.< Sabayang Pagbigkas namin! Pag ako naasar hindi na ko sasali. AMF. Siyempre, last minute nanaman. Andami kasing pumapapel! Mga lumaki ulo. PUTEK TALAGA. Kayo kayo na lang. Tutal gusto niyo naman eh. Magaling kasi kayo eh. Ina niyo. Sarap niyo ibaon.

Calculus, nagkaroon kami ng pagsusulit. Madali lang naman. Naalala ko na kung sino yung sinasabi kong katunog ni Fernan pag nagsasalita! Yung lalaking naka-braces sa Ed, Edd, and Eddy! Hahaha. Yung laging may dalang kahoy? Iyon. Kaboses niya. Hahahaha.

Sa Interact, nagkasundo ang lahat na magbabayad ng limang piso tuwing Lunes at Biyernes. Leche. Ang mahal. Haha. Saan naman kaya gagamitin yun?! Buti kung isasama yun sa ipambabayad namin sa Punta Fuego. Pustahan tayo walang masyadong makakasama. ISANG LIBO? ISANG ARAW? Para ka naring... hay ewan. Ayoko magsalita. Pero gusto ko talaga sumama. =
ANG ARTE/FEELING TALAGA NG HINAYUPAK NA YUN. Putek. Pakamatay ka na kaya? FEELING MO MAGANDA KA. ULOL. Umangat ka lang dahil sa ginawa kong issue na wala namang katotohanan. Iniisip mo maraming nagkakagusto sayo? Haha. Pinaglalaruan ka lang nila dahil nga masyado kang bigay na bigay. Kung alam mo lang mga pinagsasabi ng mga lalaking "may gusto sayo". Tignan natin kung isipin mo pa na meron nga. Bumalik ka na nga sa pinanggalingan mo! Wala ka ngang kaibigan dito eh. Leche. Ugh. Feel na feel mo.

Pagkatapos ng mga meeting ay nagpunta kami kela Aiko upang manood ng DVD. Papanoorin sana namin ang Longest Yard pero sira yung CD, kaya Wrong Turn na lang ang pinanood namin. Putek. Walang kwenta. Nakakagulat lang. Pero hidi nakakakot. Kadiri kasi eh. Tsaka yung mga itsura nung monsters! GAHHHH. Haha. Nakakatuwa si Tracy. May crush ata sakin. Hahaha!

tracy. ate jemma. aiko. bevs. zaih. mar.
peash.
whooooo.

AMF.

MALIGAYANG KAARAWAN INA! HAHAHA :)

Hehe. Ikaw ay tumatanda na :) sabi ko sayo wag mong kalimutang imbitahan si ama at islao! Hainaku. Nagtampo tuloy sila. Hehehe.

So, hayun na nga. Nagising nanaman ako isang oras past ng dapat ko talagang igising. Dapat makakarating ako sa paaralan ng 7:30, ngunit nung nakarating na ako sa sakayan, nalaman ko na lamang na nakalimutan ko pala ang aking ID! Buwiset. Hayun, kinailangan kong bumalik sa bahay. Dapat pala naghintay ako ng mga 10 minuto sa bahay bago ako umalis. Haha. Nakarating tuloy ako sa paaralan ng 7:50. Eh namumuhi naman ako na pumasok sa TLE ng ganung oras, kaya tumambay na lang ako sa cr ng 5 minutes, tapos pumunta ako sa silid aralan at bumalik sa CR. Nang nalaman ko na mayroon na lamang isang minutong natitira, bumalik na ko sa classroom ngunit parang sadyang kay tagal ng oras. Hayyyyy.

Hayun. Nag-physiks na. Ginawa lang namin yung activity namin tapos nag-quiz kami. Haha. Hanggaling. Nakaperfect siguro ako. haha. Sana nga. Ewan ko ba bakit ang init ng dugo ni Gng. Martin sakin. Hahaha. Pero joke joke joke lang. Kasi nagtatanong ako kung saan susukatin yung anggulo ng replacement vector, tapos sinagot na niya. Pagkatapos nun tinanong ko kung anu yung direksyon ng anggulo, tas sabi niya kung saan ko daw mineasure, iyun yung anggulo, sabay hirit ng "Pinagiinit mo na naman ulo ko alam mo naman umiitim ako pag umiinit ulo ko!" Hahaha. Gaguhan amf.

Anu pa ba? Matematika, gumawa lang kami ng seatwork. Haha. Nakisabat ako sa usapan ni Glenn at Kathryn, kasi narinig ko. Sabi ba naman ni Glenn, "Bakit ang babae ang hilig magpa-asa?" todo react naman si Kathryn. "Baliktad ata!" Tas sabi ko "Tama ka!" HAHAHA. Totoo naman eh. Baliktad kaya. Ang mga lalaki, sasabihin nila sa babae yung "nararamdaman" nila, pero pag hindi nila naramdaman na may pag-asa sila, bigla na lang mawawala. Bigla na lang mag-gigive up. Bigla na lang susuko. Ni hindi man lang nila isiguro na wala nga silang pag-asa. Saklap diba?

Hay, ewan. Ang komplikado talaga ng aspeto ng buhay na yan. Hayun, sa Ekonomiya, pinagusapan lang namin ang mga presidente at kung ano ang ginawa nila para sa ekonomiya ng bansa. Lintek, antok na antok na ko sa subject na yun. Haha. Tingin ko nga nakita ako ni Gng. Ortiz na natutulog. Ahihi. Bwiset.

Sa MAPEH! Lintek. Kadiri. Pinagdrowing kami ni Gng. Flores. Basta. Ang laswa. Haha. Ang saya nung binunot namin ang mga damo sa labas. Leche. Haha. Gusto ko pa naman maglaro, kaso wala ng oras. Kaazar ah.


nagfi-feeling model. =D
Ang sabi ni Bossing guard, umalis na daw si Itay at si Dinolan! Yung dalawang yun pa naman ang pinakapaborito kong guard sa school! Parang ang sungit ng bagong guard ngayon eh. Bakit kaya sila umalis? Sabi ni Bossing tumama daw sa lotto. haha. Siraulo! Mamimiss ko si Itay :(

Ang saya ng kaarawan ni Ina! Ahehe :) pulbusan nanaman. Nakakaazar nga si Ralph at Fornal. Kung makalagay ng pulbo sa mukha namin akala mo wala ng bukas. Leche. Babad kaya kami. AMF. Ahem. May nagde-date nun eh. Sino kaya? Haha :)


powder!
uuuyyy. ;)
zaih. bevs. mar.
HAPPY B-DAY MICHELLE!
bevs umacrobat. AHEHEH.
last pic.

Masyado ng malabo ang mga pangyayari ngayong araw na ito sa aking isipan pagkat ako ay lubos na inaantok na. Ngunit dahil ayoko matulog ng maaga, magsusulat ako. Hahaha.

Plano ko sanang gumising ng alas kwatro ng umaga dahil gusto ko nga mag-upload ng mga larawan sa multiply, ngunit naunahan ako ng katamaran ko. Namulat ang aking mga mata ng mga bandang 4:20, pero natulog ulit ako. Nagising na ulit ako pagkatapos ng mahigit sa dalawang oras. Noon ko lang nalaman na malelate na pala ako. HAHAHA :) Nagmadali ako, ngunit hindi pa rin inabot. Alam ko, 7:30 na ko nakarating sa paaralan. (Ang klase namin ay nagsisimula ng alas siyete.) Ahehe. Pero likas na mahal ako ni Salvador. Hindi niya ako pinagalitan. Heto, ibabahagi ko sa inyo ang sikreto ko. Tuwing nagdi-discuss ang teacher, sumabat ka lang ng hindi nagtataas ang kamay. Applicable lang to doon sa mga estudyanteng nakaupo sa first or second row. Haha. Kasi ako, biruin mo, kararating ko lang, sumabat na agad ako sa talakayan nila kaya medyo natuwa naman si Salvi. Hayun, bati na ulit kami. HAHA. Akala ko kasi, sasabihan nanaman niya ako ng "Si Ballesteros, laging late!". Mataas pa naman ang ekspektasyon sakin ng gurong yun.

Pagkatapos ng TLE ay nageksperiment na kami sa Physiks. Hahaha. Hindi ako marunong gumamit ng kompas. Yung kompas na may N, E, W, at S ha? Hindi yung may lapis. Hahaha. Lintek, dinaya lang namin yung unang graph namin ngunit nahuli kami ni Martin kaya't kinailangan namin itong ulitin. Haha. Buti na lang at natagalan ang pagsasagawa nito, kaya't hindi na nakapagdiscuss pa si Gng. Martin. Hayun, at sinayang namin ang aming recess sa pag-gawa ng activity na iyon.

Pagkatapos ay Matematika. Lagi kong naeenjoy ito, lalo na't algebra ang pinaguusapan. Wala lang. Nafa-fascinate lang ako. HAHAHA. Pero pag humirap na, ayoko na. Madali lang naman kasi ang pinag-aaralan namin. Ayun, maikling pagsusulit. Alam ko nagawa ko naman iyon ng maayos, kaya sana ay pumasa ako. :)

Sa Ekonomiya, nagtalakay lang kami tungkol sa mga kolonisasyon. Meron kaming takdang aralin ngunit tinatamad na akong gumawa, at inaantok na nga ako. Kaya kokopya na lang ako bukas sa makokopyahan. Madami naman jan. Haha.

Ingles. Natutuwa talaga ako kay Gng. Jabal. HAHAHA. Napakasaya ng talakayan namin. Pinaupo niya si Justin sa gitna sapagkat siya ay natutulog nanaman. Simula sa Huwebes, lahat ng mga estudyante na sinaway niya ay tatayo sa gitna upang kumanta. Ang mga tulog naman ay sasayaw. Hahaha. This should be fun. :)

Napakaboring talaga ng Filipino. Medyo umidlip na ako ng mga isang minuto ngunit pinipilit kong gumising dahil baka mahuli ako. Nagkaroon nga din pala kami ng maiksing pagsusulit ngunit ako ay bumagsak, along with everyone. Haha. Sige na nga, not everyone, pero majority, bagsak talaga. Nakakabagot kasi basahin ito. Palaktaw-laktaw pa ang pagtalakay namin. Hindi na lang ginawang ayon sa Kabanata. Hayyy. ANG DAMOT NI DELOT. Sinabi ko sa kanya na bigyan ako ng sagot ngunit hindi niya ako binigyan. Kunyari pa siya hindi alam pero nakakuha siya ng 6 na tama samantalang ako ay naka 3 lamang. HAHAHAHA. HANEP NA ISKOR YAN.

Sa Research. PHILIPPINE ISLAND! NAKAKAPANLUMO. Kung alam niyo lang kung gaano kahirap yung mahabang pagsusulit na iyon. Dumudugo na ilong, tenga, at mata ko sa kaiisip ng tamang isasagot. LECHUGAS. Kahit yung essay, hindi ko nasagutan. Ano naman nga ba ang pagkakaiba ng Research sa Teknolohiya? ANLAYO KAYA? Sabi ko nga kay Gng, dapat similarities na lang ang hiningi niya. May maisasagot pa siguro ako. Hahaha. Yung parts ng chapter 1 lang siguro ako nakatitiyak na may tama. Kahit isa lang. Hahaha. ANG HIRAP TALAGA.

OY! Alam niyo ba ang nakakatouch na pamatay? Sinabi niya sa II-Narra(?) o Sampaguita (hindi ko na matandaan): "Bakit hindi niyo ko mapasaya katulad ng RIZAL? Pinapasaya ako ng RIZAL. Itanong niyo sa kanila kung gaano ako kasaya kapag nagtuturo ako sa kanila." (or words to that effect) WAHAHAHAH! Score! AYLABYU JABAL. HAHAHA. Ikaw talaga ang pinakapaborito kong guro kahit kailan. Sana lagi kang ganyan!

Sa Calculus naman. Group work. Pero masaya. Ang dali ng lesson infairnez! Hayun, nag quiz kami. Nagkakantahan sila Ralph ng mga kantang BOYBAND. Alam niyo yun? Mga, UPTOWN GIRL, LIKE A ROSE, HEAVEN BY YOUR SIDE, mga ganun. Tapos, si Gng. Jadaone, bumanat: "WHOOO! /m\" SERYOSO. Nag-rocker sign siya! HAHAHAHA. Sabay tawa. AMFF. HAHAHA. Tapos pinagusapan namin kung totoo yung "Genius is 99% perspiration and 1% inspiration." Tapos sabi niya totoo daw. Katulad na lang sa pagmamahal. Kaya inilagay ng Diyos ang utak ABOVE sa puso dahil ito dapat ang unang pairalin. MIND OVER HEART kumvaga.

Sabagay. Ako, ginamit ko utak ko. Oo mahal ko siya, pero hindi dapat eh. Kaya heto, luhaan sugatan di mapakinabangan sana'y nagtanong ka lang kung di mo lang alam... haha. KUMANTA? Basta. Tama si Mam. MIND OVER HEART. ALWAYS.

Ay, hindi pala ako naglinis. AHEHEHE. BRO, kapag ako inilagay mo sa blacklist uupakan kita. At least nag-stay ako. HAHA :)

Sa McDo, wala. Ano nga ba? Tawanan lang eh. Pumichur-pichur nanaman kami syempre. HAYYY. Kailangan ko ng MATULOG!

vintage.
haha. now colored.

Is it just me or is friendster really down? Like, the home pag isn't loading, the bulletin boards doesn't update, etc. I can't even acces my blog. ARGH.

Anyway, I'm here at Pao's. He says hi. LOL. Stupid. We're going to... err... I don't remember the church's name. But yeah. We're going to a church later on for a youth jam. Should be fun.

I'm not even done my Physics project. NIICEE ONEEE. I'll prolly be cramming later on. HOHWELL. It's pretty easy naman. Plus, it's handwritten. So yeah. Whatevs.

Later.

WWWWWAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Haha. Wala lang. Paepal lang. XDD MAGGAAHHDDD. What's happening to me? Nababaliw nanaman ako =\
I am sooooo loving the acoustic version of The Day You Said Goodnight. Haha. Shut up. I only heard it now.

So anyway, we got to school earlier today. But we were still late. Haha. Pagpasok nga namin, Mrs. Salvador was like "Wag niyo nang pansinin yung mga late, para namang hindi kayo nasanay. Ako sanay na ko eh." LOL. GAHD. I hope I don't fail =( I'm doing everything naman (except for homeworks) HAHA :)

Physics. I felt so sorry for Mrs. Martin eh? I didn't actually get what she was saying about Ralph but I knew she cried. Grabeehh. Vectors still suck. haha. I HATE IT. I hope it still rains tomorrow. I don't wanna do the activity. HAHA. GAWD I'm so lazy. ><

Man! We were supposed to change the seating arrangement already but Mrs. Jadaone lost the plan! Kaazar! ARGH. Hohwell. Heehee. Hmmmmn. We had a quiz in Econ. I failed. LOL. What's new? HAHAHA. I wasn't listening nga kasi yesterday cause I was talking with Nathan, Jeremy, and Jorge. Eon. Puro daldalan wala tuloy nasagot. Haha. Actually, I got to answer some questions but yeah... I failed nga. HAHA :) Ambait ko talaga.

During English, Mrs. Jabal was asking me for the Narrative Report of Interact's assembly yesterday. Actually, she asked me to do it yesterday but I didn't know what to do so I just pretended I forgot to do it or something. Haha. So while they were doing their Theme Writing, I sat there trying to remember every. single. thing that happened in the assembly. RAWR. It sucks. And she wasn't gonna let me do my Theme Writing eh? Cause they already checked it and she said I already heard the answers and ish. So I'm like "How would I hear the answers when I'm busy doing this?" I was nearly close to tears cause there were 3 sets of scores. Ayun, she let me do it in Research class. Haha. Kabado amf. XEMPRE! English is my only hope. LOL.

So yeah. Filipino, we just finished the posters. Then, Research. SHIIIIIT. Ang arte mong hinayupak ka. GRABEEHHHH. If there was someone more feeling than that girl, I'll shoot myself GLENN. HAHAHA :) Taennaaa. MUKHA MO LOOOLLLZZ KAAAA. FEELING TALAGA AMFUFUUU!

Calculus? Meron ba nun? Haha. We just discussed stuff =\\ And I MET PEPITO o___0 LOL. EW. Haha. Andaming stupidness ni Fernan, JP and Glenn. Then we went home na. Cleaner pala ako today. Haha. Man, I can't believe titirahin ako nila Fernan with the law I implied. Haha. Kaazzaarrr. Di tuloy makatakas. HAHA.

McDo was boring today -__-". I can't believe Camille confronted the squatters from that school about what happened the last time. Di na nga namin pinansin eh. Amf. Di naman pala sila makapalag kung wala yung isang girl. Stupid.

MAPEH tomorrow. I hope we'll play sports or something. I'm getting sick of staying in the classrooom all the time. Playing indoor games and ish. RARRR.