0226 // vindicated.

Woow. Long time no post. I don't know... I'm liking my eljay more. Yeah. So anyway... what's been happening?

Christmas was... well. Boring. I swear this year's Christmas is so dull for everyone. Barely anyone even put up decors in their houses. But then again, maybe they're just trying to save money or something. LOL. I hope New Year's will be better.

What I liked about this Christmas though, is I got alot of presents. Haha. Yeah yeah, materialistic. Digital camera! :)

And another highlight? He's here to spend Christmas with us! :) wooooowzaaa. Haha. Last year I felt sooo bummed cause it's my first Christmas without him. But now he's here. Even though I feel kinda guilty. Buuuuut yeah. He's still my bestfriend anyway. So I shouldn't. ARGH. Ewan! This is so sabog.

I'm gonna do a New Year's entry after I get back from Camp :)

0225 // much has been said.

First day of the last month of the year. Wow. I can't believe another year is over. Everything's just going so fast.

As I woke up this morning, I thought it would already be raining cats and dogs cause the typhoon was said to hit Metro Manila today, right? But thankfully, it didn't rain. The wind was so strong tho. I feel for the provinces hit by the typhoon. And to think Christmas is coming in 24 days.

So anyway, I fixed my Memory Box today. Haha. That shoe box is filled with letters, tissue papers, chocolate/candy wrappers and other memorabilias I've collected since the beginning of my stay here in the Philippines. I can't believe I've had alot of good and of course bad memories here. Compared to my Memory Box from Canada, this box is overflowing. And as I browsed through everything, I can almost remember every moment associated with that object. It just felt so good reminiscing about the good times. This year, I've finished 2 notebooks (160 leaves each) filled with rantings, kilig stories, and other chismis about my life. Haha. That's a record. I used to be too lazy to write. I guess things changed. =D



And as another year approaches, I'm getting another box. This time, it's gonna be filled with new stuff. Letters, tissue papers, chocolate wrappers and other memorabilias from new events. I'm gonna enter college, and I'm sure it's gonna be more action-packed than high school. I don't know how I feel tho. A mix of excitement and sorrow. Excitement cause I'm gonna enter a new world. New experiences, new faces, new environment. Sorrow cause I'm gonna miss my old friends, my old school (which is gonna be gone next year), my old teachers, my old HOME.

But yeah. I hope 2007 will be a better year. Haha. I just realized I'm writing a month ahead for New Year's Day. LOL. EW. I unno. I guess I'm just too eager to end this year. GAH.

Miriam College Entrance Test tomorrow! Wish me luck. If I don't pass in UST that's probably where I'll end up. And I don't want to end up with a school full of girls with only high school boys in sight. LOL. I don't care if it's beside Ateneo, damn. I want a boy in the same classroom! HAHAHAHA XDDD My mom insists that I go there cause it's near our house. NAHBOI.

It's so hard to divide your attention between the two most important girls in your life, huh? I just feel guilty cause I know that she should have more your attention, yet I'm still trying my best to get it. I can't help but feel jealous tho. You can't take that away from me. It's completely reasonable anyway, since I feel I have more rights cause I know you longer and deeper than she does. But then again, I already had my chance with you, and all we have left is our friendship, so why bother, right?

Maybe I'm just being selfish.